http://www.gofundme.com/b9392c

I struggled a bit today. We had to say a temporary goodbye to Myer yesterday so that he can finish upn his training in Wilmington for the next two weeks. It was a really hard goodbye. My children keep asking where he is and tell me they miss him. I cried and said that I missed him too.

But on a happy note... We will be all going to Wilmington, NC in two weeks so that my husband and Myer can do their mock public access test and bring that sweet puppy home.

This is such a special thing for us. And we are only able to get Myer for my husband because someone before us raised the money to pay it forward. This is why it is so important to us and we are working so hard to raise money ourselves. We want to give one of these wonderful dogs to a veteran who needs one. Too many suffer alone and don't think there is anything that can help or feel they can afford a service dog. These dogs do not cost the veteran anything. .. because of pay it forward campaigns like this one.

I am willing to take as many needles as you out there will give me, just so we can help and probably save the life of at least one person.

http://www.gofundme.com/b9392c

Too weird
Too normal

Always on the fringes

Too loud
Too out going
Too dominant

The fringes

Too nice
Too emotional

Always on the fringe but wanting to fit in

Get a taste
only to be cast aside
Your not the bright new shiny anymore.

You hang on the fringe because you need to feel like you are not alone. But it is not enough.

Narcissist

You are too loud! Too weird! Too normal! Attention hog! Stop trying so hard!
Your inside voice is screaming all these.

Still you crave attention.
Narcissist.

You are a mistake.
No one really cares.
Everything you do is wrong.
It would be better to disappear.
The little voice constantly on repeat.

So you smile.
You say every thing is alright.

Because you would rather be on the fringes than alone.

*I wrote this because this is where my mind goes when I am stressed or down.  The process of my husband getting a service dog, having challenging children,  feeling guilty for being envious of him/them/friends.  I got some good feedback on FetLife so I figured I would put it here also.*

September 27th! Let's see how many of my loyal followers put there money where their... well just donate. $1 isn't too much to ask of any one.
http://www.gofundme.com/b9392c

Going to be stepping way out of my own comfort zone by submitting myself to a needle play challenge! I will be reciving a needle for every dollar raised.

I am doing this to raise money for a wonderful Marine veteran and the love of my life to fulfill his commitment in receiving his service dog, Myer.

Remember $1 = 1 needle so lets see how many needles you all can get this Domme to take.